Salam 'Alaik...
I noe that my behaviour nowadays are unacceptable.. till u give up on me.. I noe ur tired advising me.. but, a girl will still be a girl... but not all girls are like me.. I can't be saying that I want u to fetch me.. to do this..to do that.. a 'no' from me.. doesn't mean i dun want.. 'Paise lah..' i just wish that somtimes u could understand wat i want... and what i really don't... but its just a wish (hmph!)....guys please.. try to understand your girl..especially the type like me...If I say yes.. means i really wants it.. but, if i said no.. it depends.. somtimes it can be a yes or a no... soo0 please becareful with ur decision making.. ok! =D
I just reached home...came back frm sch.. having exam today...but, somthing happens.. he exploded... trice i think today... all bcoz of me... =D he told me that he wanna fetch me.. but i said... no... nvm.. no need.. bla..bla... and i insisted him to go home straight..don't fetch me..(with an angry tone ofcourse)... so0o0o0o.. i noe he pissed off... but i was really tired..... with my headache..and my exam...it just make things worst u see...after finish my exam..i called him...and he said that his outside... he'll call me back...and this wat happens.......
Setiap langkah ku
anganku menjangkau
Kau berada di hadapan ku
menugguku dengan penuh kasih sayang dan keperihatinan
atau di belakangku
menarik tangan ku lalu mengucapkan 'aku sentiasa disisi mu'
setiap kata ku 'tidak'
ia bereti ya...
dapatkah kau megerti..
apakah yang sebenarnya keinginan ku..
hari ini,
petang dan malam...
perkara sama terjadi...
jikalau kau benar-benar ingin menemani ku..
tunjukkan keinginan mu...
bila ku katakan tidak..
kau tidak yakin dengan keinginan mu...aku tidak bisa mengatakan ya...
kerna aku tidak mahu menjadi beban bagimu...
hanya dirimu yang dapat menenteramkn jiwa...
hanya dirimu yang dapat mengubat segala luka ku...
aku harap kau mengerti setelah mebaca isi hati ini....
sayang...this is the only way that i can let out wat i feel...altough not everything i might let it out...but atleast sumting...bcoz there's just no chance for me to tell u...i hope you understand my abie... sleep tight,,, tc! gud nite!
